Sigh...

Sometimes I just feel as though dooms day is coming... not the kind of dooms day where apocalypse strikes and everyone dies... more like the kind where I have signed a contract that "sold" myself away and will never find it back...

call it a fear of commitment if you will.... but truth is that I find myself reaching the end of my patience and the limit of my compromises....

and I can't shake off the feeling that I'm getting locked up in an unhappy situation....

sigh....